There are two conflicting thoughts. The one that you know is a lie but feels like truth and the one that you know is true but feels like a lie.
Oftentimes it feels easier to walk and live in the lie. The lie does not often require us to grow, believe, or to be challenged. The lie helps us be complacent and stationary. The lie becomes familiar and we choose to accept it as truth. I am not comfortable with that anymore.
Truth No. 1: I am NOT ashamed of my grief! It is not an easy topic to talk about and people sometimes treat me as if I am someone that needs to be “fixed”. I am not. I am going through the grieving process.
Truth No. 2: People treat me different because I am vocal about my grief and how I got here.
Truth No. 3: I will no longer let people’s comfort level dictate how I share nor how I process.
The truth may be harder to walk out, but in the words of Jesus, “the truth shall make you free”. Ruth requires growth, movement and sometimes a leap of faith. Accepting and living in the truth may bring about elements of things unknown and take us places we never dreamt of. The truth regardless of how uncomfortable it may seem is where I want to be.